傾聽系女王

好久沒有帶便當上班了。

開始想念自己做便當的日子。

可以做自己想吃的菜，還有得到眾人羨慕的眼光是我最大的成就感來源。

新工作實在是太忙了，不然一下班還有時間可以挑選食材回家煮的。

連運動也是有一搭沒一搭…真是糟糕啊!

一定要把生活弄規律，才會健健康康啊~~

請原諒我的日記愈來愈短，我也是不得已的呀~~哭哭。

今天本來打定主意要買新手機回家的，無奈我的門號已經續約，所以沒有優惠可用。

通訊行店員告知一個偷吃步，只好明天再去執行囉。

一開始到台哥大的門市問手機行情，不知道是我資質駑頓還是跟不上時代的腳步，我還真的聽不懂他的介紹耶~~

後來終於弄懂了，但空機也將近一萬七耶!!! 也太貴惹吧!!

所以只好再轉戰通訊行。

貨比三家果然是老祖宗的智慧啊~

明天再去比一家，我就可以做決定了，哦耶~哈哈哈~

今天完成店長交代的任務了。

早上跟杯杯聊天，聊到快中午才回店裡…

其實我很愛跟這些杯杯聊天，因為可以得到很多寶貴的人生經驗，也很有趣。 最怕的就是產值很低啊~

下午也是到另一個杯杯那邊聊，一聊也是一個多小時，而且還誇讚我很有耐心，哈哈。

這兩個杯杯都很有趣，我想應該還會繼續找他們聊天去~噗哈哈。

今天中午祕書打電話說，因為上班人數太少，所以午餐要自己解決。

沒多久，店長就說，不然大家一起去吃火鍋好了。

還好火鍋店還有冷氣，不然真的會…歪邀邀。

重點是，午餐費店長出，哦耶耶耶~~~

我跟神婆小白一樣，很容易被食物收買買，哈哈哈。



最近認識一位陌生男子，但很聊得來哦~~也愛自助旅行，大學也是同科系，所以很有話聊。

不過他不是我的菜，哈哈哈~~

與其說自以為是還不如說是愛唱反調。

跟這種男人或女人說話很累，因為不管你說什麼，他一定會跟你說相反的意見。就算是你的意見/看法/建議/想法是好的，是立意良善的，甚至是對的，他也一定會持反對意見，說服你，要聽聽另一種聲音。

我咧~

如果是平時鬥鬥嘴那就算了，當作增添生活情趣。

換成我認真想討論事情時，我就會開始不耐煩甚至爆發。 因為我覺得，你在浪費我的時間。

如果你不是真心想討論，只是為了反對而反對，或是"好心"提醒我也許事情不是我所看到的那樣，也許是有其他的原因，要我好好想一想。

我當然知道事情不可能只有我看到的那個面向，不管任何人，都不可能會看到所謂"under table"的事。 除非自己就身在其中。

說穿了，我就討厭別人質疑我的判斷能力。 儘管多次事實證明下來，我判斷正確次數多，沒有百分百也有八成，但有人總是在一開始就質疑我的看法不對/不可能/不是這樣。

真的會讓我很火大。

如果事情真的如你所說，那麼就請你拿出證據，證明我是錯的吧!

我也懶得在這種雞毛蒜皮的小事爭辯了，我的時間要留給更美好的事物。 CHAO~

最近我們店附近開了一家新商場，只有店長去逛過，我們這些死小孩一直沒機會去走走。

店長幾乎每天都會去那邊散步，每次開會都問我們到底去過了沒，今天早上又問了一次，還是沒有，她有點不爽，所以晚上就叫我們全體同仁去給我逛一圈，而且每個還要買五百元以內的東西回來。


前輩們聽過簡直樂不可之，一直說先買一顆籃球來打啊!

後來店長補了一句話，不准騎車去只能走路。

每個人都要挑一樣東西，我實在是不知道要挑啥咪，後來跟前輩們失散後，走到結帳區看到一個很酷的東西。 這樣東西非常的酷炫，而且我還沒看過有類似的商品品，坦白說我被影片行銷到了。

答案就是!!!  乒乓球網!!!

一開始我也蠻傻眼的，但影片中的每個人隨時隨地都可以打桌球實在太令人羨慕了，只要有一個平坦的桌面，也不一定要桌子，甚至在水上都可以玩乒乓哦! 太酷了啦! 一定要買兒~

我拿給其他人看的時候，他們也不知道是什麼東西，哈哈哈。

其中有個前輩一直在釣魚區流連忘返，一直不知道要買哪個好，後來選完回家時，在路上一直稱讚他的咪啊好好用，好Q哦!!

因為新工作的關係，每天都像打仗一樣，每天回到家幾乎累攤在床上，根本不想上網也不想寫文章。

但今天真的發生一件非寫不可的事。

就在下午的時候，我跟店長在討論事情，突然有兩個國中生阿弟仔在前面駐足，其中一個還戴了安全帽站在店門口。

我仔細一看，靠夭，那不就是我的安全帽嗎?!!  死小孩戴著老娘的安全帽在那邊幹嘛!!!

走上前問他，「有什麼事嗎?」

死小孩：「哦，沒有啊，我只是要到前面去買東西而已」順勢把安全帽拿下來。

順手拿過來，「那你就去買啊? 拿我的安全帽幹嘛?」

兩個人被視破，只好悻悻然離開。

轉頭還聽到另一個人說，「看吧，就跟你說不行啊。」

真的是兩個死小孩耶!!!  光天化日也要偷安全帽，又不會騎車，偷個屁啊!!! 白痴。

照理說，今天照例應該會忙到不可開交。

但我竟然忘記這天發生什麼事惹。

果然上了年紀就要服老啊!!!!

一直打工作日記也不是辦法。

但我現在的生活就是工作、工作、工作啊~~怎麼辦??!!

要來想些什麼主題呢?!

有個學長問我，supposed是什麼意思?

我說是，假設、應該。

他又問，那跟support有什麼不一樣?! (因為他兩個字都發的一樣，所以他覺得一樣)

我說一個是supposed(是d的聲音)support(t的聲音)，當然不一樣。

馬上聽懂貌，還問了一些英文問題~~恩，真是上進的學長，不錯!!

還可以順便讓我練習英文~哈哈~

上完三天課，有種昏眩感感。

第一，完全沒放假的fu~

第二，不能以新人之姿推說什麼都不知道了~

第三，還是想放假~

第四，超想放假~

第五，想放假~

第六，放假~

第七，。。。。。。。。。(放空中)

然後我就被盯了。

因為本來要追的案子，就在下午被其他學長追走了…

店長很生氣…

我也在劫難逃。呃啊!!!! 壓力來惹!!!!

終於到了最後一天啦~

早上的老師真的超臭屁的，還說年底的考試超好考，他準備一個禮拜都就考上惹~

真的很機車~

不過他是有實力的人，又有實務經驗，當然很容易就考上啊。

像我們這種資質駑頓的…不知道在他眼裡的評價如何?! 應該考三次也不一定會中吧。

雖然如此，還是很想去考考看啊!!!

但我最不喜歡的一點是，他很愛酸我們啊~~一直說我們沒救了!! 是怎樣?! 哪有人剛上課就懂全部的東西的啊，又不是天才~

下午的老師就不錯，雖然他遲到，但說起課來很有條理。應該是說每個老師都很有條理啦~

講的笑話也蠻好笑的~~聲音溫溫的，雖然起伏不大，但是帶點彰化海口腔的口音突然變得好迷人哦~~(陶醉)

但他長得很像阿威~~~(歪邀邀)

今天上課真的很猛，從八點半開始上，中午只休息半小時，晚上繼續奮鬥到九點半。

雖然一整天課聽下來很久，但收穫也很大。

其中有一堂課，竟然被稱讚了兩次，還叫我年底一定要去考試。

真的是很振奮人心的鼓勵啊!!

加上有一半都是我在唸課文，沒辦法老師說我的聲音太好聽了~(攤手)就叫我一直唸下去。

老師還叫我找個貴人，把我弄進廣播電台當播音員，一個月賺他個一、二十萬。

我心想，播音員有這麼好賺嗎??!! 很懷疑耶~~

而且我的聲音很尖耶~有時候連我聽了都覺得太細惹…

當然罵小孩的時候就聲如洪鐘啦~~噗哈哈~~

公司給了一天半公假加上自己的排休，總共三天都來火車站附近的教室上課。

第一天因為太久沒來，還差點遲到。(其實已經遲到了)

本來以為是三百人的大教室，還好只是一般的教室上，壓力還不會太大。

今天要從早上八點到上到晚上六點，算是小case而已。隔天才是痛苦的開始。

第一堂跟第二堂的老師都蠻好笑的~上起課來笑聲不斷。

尤其是我，好像被點到笑穴一像，講到關鍵字又笑到不停~~哈哈哈~~

隔太久沒寫日記果然有失憶症，不知道要怎麼下手…

還是要持之以恒每天寫才會寫得久啊~

我想星期一的我都是以懶散的姿態過活吧~

因為星期日的工作量很多，又要打報表，打到我頭都昏了。

還要被前輩跟店長盯住，壓力也不小…

總之很高興星期一可以輕鬆過一下下…哈

星期日通常是我們最忙的時段，下午也撈到不少客戶，至少行程表上面好看多了。

Sunday usually is the most busiest day in a week, got some clients in the afternoon, at least I could write more in my schedule.

晚上臨時被通知，星期一開會時要演練。 除了趕快完成週計畫外，還要跟學長姐練習台詞。 呼~當新人真是不容易呢!

It was a very temporary notice that we need to rehearsal on Monday Meeting.  Besides need to finish daily report as soon as possible, and practice lines with senior coworkers. It's not easy to be a freshman here!
 

進入新工作也快一個月了，但還是很不上手。 只有跟路人聊天聊得很開心降…好像用處不大，而且對我的工作，恩，目前來說幫助不大。

Having this job was almost for a month, but didn't do very well.  Talking to strangers is fun, but it's still not so useful, well, didn't help so much so far.

學長希望我可以更進入狀況一點，雖然口氣沒有很嚴厲，但我知道大家都很希望我快點長大。

Senior coworkers hope I can get involved more, although they are not so straight to me, I know they want me to learn more at work.

I was very lazy today...maybe just because came back from 2-day holiday, couldn't get myself back.

Went to Family Mart in the afternoon, ordered one cup of coffee, stayed there with awful coffee and did nothing at all.

It's very bad to do so...

I was lazy as well....didn't write my diary on time...

I went to the salon again...because my hair is a mess.

Last month as soon as I came back to Taiwan, I have hair cut because I wanted a new start.

Don't know why the hairdresser wasn't good as usual, I looked like a teenager or a high school student which is the style that I hated the most.

My friend, G, showed me a new salon which hairdresser is very good at styling. 

Therefore, I had a new haircut which I am very satisfied with.

It's fun and glad to hang out with friends, it's bad to have such a short time with my dear friends....

I have sacrificed for many stuff that I love, such as traveling which also means I can't travel whenever I want, hanging out with my friends, cooking, and meeting up with my family. 

I hope everything I have tried is worth....

Since I came back to Taiwan, it seemed like I need to shop evey week.

I have tried not to buy too many stuff unless it's urgent.

I still bought a lot of things....so sad...don't have too much money left, and need to buy them, oh~does someone wanna be my candy papa?!

What have I bought today...

At first, I bought a new pair of shoes which are nice, comfortable and has a little bow on them. Yes, I love little ribbons and bows and flowers.

My old shoes (which are not so old) are killing me, although they are pretty and flat. I still need to buy a new pair.

And then, my monitor and printer were dead for a while...about half a year...so I bought them right away today. My friend, W, helped me to pick up and set them up for me. What a great guy!

What's next on my list?

I think it will be a smart phone...OMG...I want some financial support....

More and more people like to ask me, especially relatives, "When will you get married?" "Will you get married?" "Why don't you get married? like XXX has already had a baby and going to have the second one. You need to work it on."


Of course I know, they care about me, they love me , they want me to be happy, to find Mr. Right.

All girls like to make a list of Dream Guy.

If there is truly a Dream Guy showed up, can you promise yourself to fall in love with him immediately?

What about LOVE?

I can make a bunch of list to describe my Dream Guy, but I can't describe LOVE.

 
Love can't be described, measured, and wasted.

I love this guy, he has to love me back. I am looking for "can't live without each love."

I want to marry him, he also wants to marry me, we have the same goal, and are heading to the same place.

I want to have a family with him, but don't wanna be like a family member when we grow old, I still want passion, spark, fireworks and butterflies when we are 80 or 90 years old, even we have lots of sons and daughters or even grandsons and granddaughter.





 

When I rode my scooter home, I cried....because I felt disappointed to myself.

Earlier the night, I called a customer and asked "May I come to his place to sign the contract?"

He said, OK. When I finished the document, he has already gone home.

I went to his house immediately.

The customer is a very good boss and was also a super-salesman.

He asked me some questions, but my answers were very awful and lousy. He said, "You come to my company tomorrow, you have 2 minutes to convince me, 'Why should I sign the contract?'"

Of course, I said, "OK, no problem."

But I was still worried. I don't know how to convince him, I even can't convince myself, what should I do?!

I asked my senior coworkers, they comforted me, "Don't worry, don't think too much. You can't always success at the first time, try 2 or 3 times. The owners will be convinced by you if you keep visiting them."

Their saying still can't fix my problem.

When I went home, I cried quietly. I was not mad at the boss, I was mad at myself.

Why can't I think of more points to persuade the owners, even myself.

My head is like a stone. too stubborn to change.

Before I went to see this owner, I practiced with my master again. There are too many things that I have to deal with.

At last, I still came and had the contract back.