傾聽系女王

I have been to this new job for 2 weeks, really learned a lot during these days.
At first, I didn't do very well, and my manager told me, if you don't get smarter, I will let you go home or go to another branch. You are not welcomed if you are not active.
Since that day, I tried my best to do everything, but still, she thought my action is too slow, I should be more quicker.
I am still learning, have to admit that I am not a quick learner, well in some case. But I am very careful and considerate. I think that's my benefit.

I didn't celebrate Mother's Day with my family because I had to work. But I didn't know that I had to work until 11:30. When I got home, it was almost 12 o'clock, I was like Cinderella.
It was my first to key in daily report. It should be done by every day, but I didn't key it.  If I could know this earlier, I wouldn't be home so late.
My brothers all came home to celebrate Mother's Day, I know it's a big issue in my family, but I just missed it....
I know my mom always supports me, no matter what kinds of decision I have made. I know she always works hard to support me or support my dream.

I can't believe I have done 100 articles although I don't type it every day.
Everyone should celebrate Mother's Day this week or last week, so does my family.
Really wanna celebrate with my dear family but I need to work.
Today I've visited 18 places, but it doesn't work very well, I still need to work harder to achieve my goal.

On Friday, one of my customer invited me to come to his shop, he would like to introduce his friends to me.
When we met, exchanged name cards and talked a lot, I thought it's fun to know more and more people. Although they are not my clients yet, someday they will be.
My difficulty is, the quantity of calling isn't enough...I need to go for it.

When I was in Australia, many people ask questions like this:
"It's a beautiful day, isn't it?"
"It's really cheap, isn't it?"
"You don't have to do this, do you?"

There are more and more people using smart phones. At first, I don't need one because answering, calling and text are enough for me. Although my friends and my colleagues encourage me to use the smart phone, I still insist my choice, I don't need one.
This month I have changed my job, more and more colleagues and supervisors are using them and also ask me, "Do you have a smart phone?" "Do you have APP?"
My answer is, "NO."
They keep encouraging me, "When you get your pay next month, you can buy a new one."

We have a 3-day training this week, the first 2 days were in my office. The person who sat next to me was a gym coach.
How cool is that!! And he majored in Judo in college, he was an athlete, and he also can teach swimming.
That's not so important, the most important is....he is cute, haha!!
Unfortunately, he works too far from my office.

I have been to this new office for a week, well, almost a week.
There is a secretary in this office, she has been working here for 5 years.
don't know why, I don't think she is not so friendly to me. Maybe she isn't smiling all the time.
One night, I walked on the hallway, and she was talking to her friend. I was sure that I looked at her and said, "hey, have a piece of cake inside."

What would you do when you are under the pressure?
I would eat some snacks, cry in private, yell, scream at KTV, or cook.
But I have found something weird, when I am under pressure.
I especially feel lonely when I am under it and would like to be in a relationship.

I am kind of avoiding a long-term relationship person but sometimes when I feel lonely or see some cute couples being together, I am jealous of them.
It's quite hard for me to do a long-term relationship, or you can "forever."
If I have this for more than 3 years, my heart starts to think, "Am I going to spend the rest of my life with this guy?" "Am I going to have kids and move to another city with this guy forever?" "Am I going to get married soon?"
These questions are very simple but very hard to answer them. Need to take a while to think things through.